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in one of the previos lesson, mr. Murali teach us a chapter about relationship. i don't know how should i feel when i stay in the class. this is because something had changed in my relationship status before last semester holiday and it is going under out of my control.

however, i'm nt going to talk about that in this post. what i'm going to talk in this post is what i found today for my relationship.

i know i must post another post as my homework for human communication class. i'm out of idea, so i went to look at my previous blog. a forgetted blog, full of memory between me and my secondary school lover. in one of the post, i found something i wrote before and i had a different feel with it now.
i wrote,

human always learn to grow up,
this is what other people talk to me,
i always disagree with it and never take it in my mind,
always believe in myself that i had grown up.
however, time pass,
feeling changed,
as example, i will laugh at myself when i think back about my primary school life when i in form1,
now in the college rehearse in mind about my secondary school life,
what i did is smile and shake my head,
how i passed these all through my life?
now i understand one thing,
human never have one specific example,
you can't say that in this moment, what decision you did is the most accurate and the best,
because when you reach another stage of life,
what you think will always different,
until the day we die, our stage in life keep changes,
so in conclude what we did at time cannot say as the right and accurate way to do so,
what the most important only now,
only now is what we can control in hand,
you can't change the stupid things that had passed,
you also would'nt know what is going on in the future,
so what we can do in this moment that we can control?
sorry, i'm unable to answer this question,
because i just think about the question,
and i'm not going to think about the answer, the answer always change when we are in different stage of life right?
what you all think about it?

it is not straight related with relationship i think,
it even not so much related with human communication also i think,
i don't know,
i just try to post what i feel,
welcome all to comment about this,
i appreciate it, thanks!